This is re-posted from the very early days of my blogging adventure. It worked for me once, but I let the bastard back into my life. I’m hoping by sending this letter again the message will be loud and clear.
This is the most difficult letter I have ever written. You have been such a big part of my life, and we have shared many moments together. Through all of the ups and downs, you have always been there, waiting to participate in every aspect of my life.
I can’t recall the moment when we first met, or how we developed such a close bond over the years, but throughout every waking moment of my day, I always knew you were willing to put in the effort to be by my side. We became so close that I truly depended on the fact that you would be there with me, shadowing every moment of my day.
Your fastidious nature made it possible for you to delve into every nuance of my life. It enabled you to invade the inner sanctum of my being and hold fast to the things you knew I held so dear.
It is with a heavy heart that I have to write you this letter. Living with you has worn me down to a shadow of my former self. During our tumultuous relationship, I lost a part of me along the way and I gave you the power to feel superior. I made you feel like you had won.
I am writing this letter to tell you that I have found something to replace you. During the journey that you and I have traversed together, I realized that I had feelings for tranquillity. It cloaks me in warmth and soothes me in a way that you never could. It takes the time to understand my feelings and spends more time making me feel relaxed and completely at ease. It gives me the freedom to feel more like myself.
I wish you the best in your continued journey, but I have no place for you in my life. Our relationship will always be a learning experience for me, but I deserve better. Good luck in your future relationships with the unsuspecting people who do not understand the power you possess. I do thank you for opening my eyes and making me understand how much stronger I am without you, but I am taking my life back. I know I have uttered these words before, but this time I am closing the book on our relationship. We’re done!
The New Me