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Lost in the clouds,
wondering where I have gone.
Have I been trapped in the light,
or lost in the wisps of reality?
The true me is there somewhere,
obscured between the light and the shadow,
pushing my way out from behind my feigned existence.
I have been living,
but there should be more life in my life.
There is so much more to me
than the me I currently am.
But how do I harness that concealed energy?
How do I reign in
that part of me that exists in my mind?
How do I grip that vapor,
and turn it into something real,
something tangible,
something I can take from those clouds
and make it a genuine part of my world?
How do I brush those clouds away
so the lightest parts of me can shine?
polysyllabic profundities 
I, too, wonder these things for myself.
I’m so glad you can express what I’m feeling better than I can lol. 🙂 Wonderful! This post really speaks to a lot of what I’ve been feeling for a long time. Just to figure out how to wipe out the clouds…hmmm.
If you figure it out, let me know! 😉
I can relate to this. Existing is not living and sometimes it feels like there is nothing left after the have-to-do’s are done
How profoundly appropriate for me right now. Exactly where I am and how I have been feeling. The light is obscured. I know I am more and there is more for me, but those clouds are thick. Thanks for this piece – it makes me feel not so alone in my, dare I say, craziness! I will not give up. I know it’s never too late.
Those clouds will part. There is always a new sky, sometimes it just takes longer to see it. 🙂