I love words. I devour them like plants absorb the sun for nourishment. I feed on their ability to convey so many emotions, to give us countless ways to describe the essence of who we are and to capture all the wonderful nuances in life. Words are simple in their nature but intricate in their distinction.
But sometimes words fail. There are so many things we want to say, so many emotions we want to share and words just don’t do justice to the feelings we are trying to express. There have been moments that I have had so many words hovering on the precipice of being spoken aloud but those words seem to pale in comparison to the message I really want to send.
It is not often that words are not my ally. It is an uncomfortable moment when the things I love seem to leave me when I most need them. Where once was a plethora of idioms, a bottomless chasm of silence resides. My inability to use words to their potential precludes me from saying the precise thing I want to say.
But those words are sometimes delivered even though they are unspoken. Those muted messages find their way through the silence and are easily understood as they soundlessly fall on the ears intended to hear them.
As as writer, I rely on words to accurately convey how I am feeling. I use those words to express myself. But sometimes I forget that the words I don’t say, the words that are felt and not heard, are just as loud as the ones I speak.