Bring the past, only if you’re going to build from it. ~ Domineco Estrada
I am a big fan of Criminal Minds. It is one of the only shows I watch with any consistency. It is an hour of television that does not make me want to change the channel and most episodes begin or end with an inspiring quote to preface or summarize the plot. The above quote, from the show, gave me the kick I needed to get out of the rut I’ve been in lately.
I have not intentionally been dwelling in the past but snippets of my days-gone-by have been playing in my mind like frames from the old reel-to-reel movies. They have maneuvered their way out of my subconscious and wormed their way deep into the recesses of my brain. Fragments of those memories unexpectedly bubble to the surface and simmer long enough to permeate my continual thought process.
I am not ashamed of anything I have done in my past. Those recollections have not been reintroduced to make me feel regret about any choices I have made. They have merely reappeared to remind me of the lessons I have learned and to help me appreciate the wisdom I carry beneath my battle scars. And though these trips down memory lane have been taken unwittingly, they have served to remind me of where I have been and where I prefer to never go again.
I have chosen not to bury my past but to use it as the foundation for the life I continue to build. Those blocks of my lapsed memories serve as a strong support structure. They ensure that my present and my future are ready to withstand any storm that comes my way by giving me a solid structure to lean on in times of doubt. Those hidden gems of guidance will always serve as the backbone of my existence and the building blocks to my future.